chloe

morebones @ 2008-12-06T12:29:00

2008-12-06T18:30:45Z

well its been a while since ive been on here.
update.
I'm in college now,
and i'm ready to lose A TON OF WEIGHT please.

morebones @ 2008-04-17T11:07:00

2008-04-17T15:07:57Z

i cant believe the school year is almost over. ive gotton so off track. i just feel like a huge whale.. i know need to get back in track esp. with prom coming up. so next year iam going to college and im really excited but i want to look good and be small, NOT FAT AND uGLY. I am going to start running. even if i walk. i feel like i let myelf down which is the worst feeling in the world. if anyone can help...please i dont know how to get back on track.

morebones @ 2008-04-03T23:32:00

2008-04-04T03:34:48Z

hey everyone. so I've just been really busy lately. I keep giving me excuses to eat, and i dont eat all day but then its like I just give up when I get home. I need to make a red bracelet. I feel like i've let everyone down. I need help getting back on track but I dont know what to do or if i can even get back that way. I'm so stressed out. I think thats why I binge eat, its like when things get bad i just turn right to food. I can't even eat alot when i binge, because my stomach has shrunk from all the starvation, AND I LOVE THAT feeling. If anyone can help me get back on track. i really need like a weight loss buddy or at least someone to push me.

morebones @ 2008-03-27T15:49:00

2008-03-27T19:52:53Z

so its been so long. i have really been bad. i told myself i would be 115 by march and i keep going between 120-123 and i need to just get it off. school has been really stressful lately and the boy situation has been emotionally tearing me apart. I have decided to end this whole relationship. Its better off. next year we wont have each other. and even though he will say his sorrys to me in like a week. It just needs to End. Today Im fasting. I LOVE the feeling of feeling light... my mom made this really big bowl of LOW CAL veg soup so i can have that when I decide to eat. Well i have practice soon, and need to get going. I hope everyone is doing well!

morebones @ 2008-03-13T16:52:00

2008-03-13T20:52:10Z

so latley everything has been going well. i fasted the past 2 days.. and today i just had chkn noodle soup and some veggies. i dont feel bad about eating that... i worked out 400 cals. and i have work tonight so ill be burning more.. hopefully. update tomorrow

morebones @ 2008-03-09T14:06:00

2008-03-09T18:06:53Z

okay so life has just been really crazy. i just did a telethon for disabilities and i raised over $2000.00 which is sooo amazing. also ive kina made things better with my man we are oficially dating now butits the same as when we wernt its really just a title. so i have been applying for scholarships out the ass.. and keeping this busy with all of this stuff has kept my mind off food. which is good. so also ive noticed my bobs have really shrunk since ike oct. which is good they were too big. so everyday i start out with a cup of 8 cal - 10 cal cup of coffee. and then i add sf vanilla syrup which helps me with strong coffee. the hardest part for me is at night time.. yikes. well im on the right path now. my back looks amazing i will put some pics up in a couple weeks. well hope all is well with everyone.

thin... its what i want

morebones @ 2008-03-03T16:51:00

2008-03-03T21:51:02Z

hey guys so sorry i havnt been doing the best job at updating.. but heres the update. im down to 119 and this week is workout week. which ive been giving my weeks names so i knw what to do alot of. also i never really believed in hot break up sex. lets just say now i do. hopefully i can get into a size 2 jeans. tonight i have class which sucks but it keeps my mind off food all night. thank god. crew has been super busy too. ill be sure to upate with all the detais. love you all

morebones @ 2008-02-25T16:56:00

2008-02-25T21:56:50Z

okay so today was my fresh start day. after this horrible weekend. im not eating today and tomorrow i will have soup. today i made sure to look my best because i knew i would see tom. so i put on my fav. jeans that definatley make my butt look amazing. so today my guy friend was walking down the hall with me with his arm around me.. and then all the sudden ton came up behind him and pushed him into a locker. it was really scary. but tom and i havnt even talked at all. so i have to go to class but i will update more on what happend today..

morebones @ 2008-02-24T23:19:00

2008-02-25T04:19:24Z

okay so this is going to be long.. i really feel like i just need to vent. so now that ive been accepted to wvu it really makes me think of the future.. ive been with the same guy for 2 years.. the thing is we dont label ourselves as boyfriend/girlfriend. but thats pretty much what we are.. except we dont EVER have fights. so we went out to dinner and a movie with some of our friends.. and someone said something like what are you two going to do without each other... and it really made me think about being together, and my future. then i started doubting myself and jst what kind of relationship we were in. so i got scared and binged. i am going to start doing a beter job of posting here. after the dinner date.. we talked and we are taking a break. i was so upset when he said it to me. then i got mad and just walked home. all weekend he has been texting me and i just dont want to answer but its like im not going to be with him next year. i wish he would commit. love ya guys and thanks for the support.

morebones @ 2008-02-21T12:41:00

2008-02-21T17:44:25Z

okay so latley has been so crazy. I finally know what college im going to next year, and Ive started working out at the gym again. I've also been doing step aerobics. My arms still look so fat to me. Ive been trying to think of things I can do to keep my mind off food and its really been difficult. Also my ana friend at school is like amazing. she is so supportive. she's SO tiny though. I think we are going to have a fast party this weekend and so that will be ubber fun. This weekend my father is taking me on a shopping spree and im SOO excited to see what size of jeans I can get into. I hope its a smaller size than im wearing now.

FASTING ON DAYS THAT HAVE THE LETTER U IN THEM.<3
anyone want to join me? ITS TOTAL MOTIVATION.

morebones @ 2008-02-21T00:51:00

2008-02-21T05:51:00Z

okay so sorry i havnt updated in like forever.. for the 3 people who even look at this. ill add next week with my weight.. feelin thin girls...

morebones @ 2008-02-07T15:51:00

2008-02-07T20:51:25Z

so today i woke up and i was 120. i am so freaaaaking happy. so i went to the mall and got a size 3 jeans from hollister. i lovee this.

morebones @ 2008-02-05T22:47:00

2008-02-06T03:47:38Z

okay so today was super lame. it rained all day and i got a migrane.. but good news.. whenever i get migranes i throw up. so i got some stuff out. but i hate feeling like that. i tried that miralax powder and it hasnt done anything yet except make me have a pain in my stomache. ive been studying for the act test like a mad woman for 3 weeks.. so hopefully this saturday goes well. tonight i had crew practice and burned 400 calories and also went to the ymca and did 600. i hope i lose a lb. if this weight loss race actually works i am going to be soo freakin happy. i havnt been showing off my new hot bod at school really. because i want my ex boyfriend to see how good i look. and make him see what he lost. of course we still have feelings for each other i mean we started out best friends... then one kiss changed everything. ahh im getting emotional just thinking about him. well there is a big house party this weekend and im going and hes going.. so ill be sure to look good.

morebones @ 2008-02-04T22:53:00

2008-02-05T03:53:46Z

so ive been super busy but im finally focused into getting my weight down. if anyone has any advice or tips that helped them let me know..

thanks love

morebones @ 2008-02-01T11:02:00

2008-02-01T16:02:50Z

hey. okay so yesterday i was waring my red ribbion on my hand and i noticed this other stick thin girl was wearing a red ribbion just like me. i ended up asking her what it was for... and we totally bonded. it was so amazing. so now i have an ana buddy at school. yesterday i went to crew practice and i cant even begin to start how painful it was. i had to erg and i felt like i was going to pass out. so tonight i amgoing to have some fruit and call it a night for eating. atleast im getting good workots though.. like with crew and step aerobics. and of course im going to the gym and working out. i did a measurement of my hips and ive lost 2 inches. i cant tell you how motivated i am now. well i hope everyone is well

think thin... its all we want

morebones @ 2008-01-30T10:10:00

2008-01-30T15:19:11Z

Yesterday I fasted and today Im fasting. Im on a good track, I;m not sure how long I can keep this up. Well tonight I have a bunch of studying to do and a paper to type so of course that will keep everything off my mind for awhile. Also. Im going back to the gym for the first time in like 2 weeks. pathetic I KNOW. So there is this girl in my class. and she wears the same clothes as me.. like urban out fitters, cute boots, skinny jeans. but she actually looks good in them. I just look disgusting. Ugh, So I just found out my dad is flying in to see me. I havn't seen him in like 2 years. And he is going to flip when he see's how much weight i've lost. Of course I have been telling him i've been on a diet so he wont think anything. Oh well i'm excited. we're going to go pick out my prom dress and do a little shopping. so my goal is to lose 2 pants sizes by the time he gets here. woop woop.

thin thin thin

morebones @ 2008-01-29T09:01:00

2008-01-29T14:01:42Z

fast day 1 iwsh me luck... i will edit later.

morebones @ 2008-01-28T13:28:00

2008-01-28T18:28:57Z

okay so today ive decided its time to actually not worry about losing all this weight.. like with the effects on my ife and such. because if im not thin this summer or for prom.. no one will want to go with me. in 1 month im going to look at dresses. so excited. welll i need to keep busy so i get over this whole eating thing. ugh any tips?

morebones @ 2008-01-25T12:49:00

2008-01-25T17:49:08Z

okay so sorry i havnt posted on here fo a while. but im back from my trip. i didnt binge and im fasting. i cant write alot right now. but just wanted everyone to know im at 120 wahooo. also everyone has to check out this website... youshouldbeanorexic.com

morebones @ 2008-01-18T08:59:00

2008-01-18T14:07:11Z

okay its just been really crazy around here. sorry i havn't posted. so now that i'm on this med. its not making me hungry at all, i feel like i dont have any temptations. its amazing. plus it gives me a ton of energy. so i heard back from the college i wanted to go to and i got in. hell yes, get me away from this place. so sometime in feb. i'm going to have a visit and i will def be checking out the fitness center. i guess its really nice from what i've heard. so I'm in crew season right now, and we are doing ergs ( hate them hate them hate them). but they really work your back muscles. So this is the first year where I was under weight at the begining of the season.. my coach kinda said something to me about it, but i told her i dont eat red meat and i have a strict diet. My ergs are better than they were last year, so she can't say i'm not eating and losing power. blah. so it snowed like 2 in. the other day and it was at like ehh 8:00 am and the roads were still kinda bad but by 9 they were all cleared off and they called it a snow day. hahaha . dang, i really hope i dont lose my spring break.. even though i'll have two because of the college and high school. this weekend i'm going to see the lion king on broadway. I'm really nervous because my mom is taking my grandma, and she eats out all the time. so i am bringing these little soup to go things and i'll just dump them out so it seems like im eating. brilliant i know. ALSO i'm going shopping. so pumped. urbanoutfitters..forever21..h&m..stevemadden. ahh im so pumped.

think thin

oh yeah p.s i dropped down to another jeans size. hell yes if i keep this up , i'll be 100 in no time.

morebones @ 2008-01-14T11:28:00

2008-01-14T16:34:49Z

okay so today i am actually happy. i woke up and i was just happy with myself. yesterday i fasted and worked a 10 hr day. and at work all i do is move around and get people stuff. so that burned some mega cals. Today I have an apt with my doctor. I think they are going to up my dose in adderall ( which for everyone who has no clue what that is. its meds for adhd, and it helps you concentrate better and also helps your not have an appetite at all. Nicole Richie and paris hilton have both confirmed using it. so its helped alot for me. So my mom and I are both really big runners, like mini marathons and such... so she keeps buying me all these health food / runner magazines. its actually nice to have more motivation. she's pretty clueless on the whole ED thing. well i have about 10 papers to get done for my classes, yikes.

THIN

morebones @ 2008-01-10T22:26:00

2008-01-11T03:26:10Z

okay so blackberry update..

tomorrow im starting my fast and getting back on track. it will help also that i have so many classes going on this semester. im soo busy its not even funny. so im watching celebrity rehab. i know lame but i cant get enough of those reality shows. hopefully my roomie next year wont mind. ahh i have to decide on my final two schools by next week. rents rules it sucks... oh well stressing out about it just makes me not want to eat.

just to unbloat myself from yesterday so took 3 laxatives and ill wake up around maybe 4 and have to go. blah.

so tomorrow im going to go get slim quick drink mix. it flavors your water and 0 cal. and it speeds up your metabolisim. its amazing!!

well loves stay strong
and b e t h i n

morebones @ 2008-01-10T09:05:00

2008-01-10T14:05:10Z

okay so i am so motivated today.. im at the college and im determind to get back into the groove. i am going to do a 2 day fast to teach my body a lesson. and i am going to clense my body with a bunch of water and tea.

does anyone want to join me?

morebones @ 2008-01-09T15:17:00

2008-01-09T20:17:30Z

blackberry update..

i feel like al my updates have been blackberry updates..

so today has been so horrible.. i stayed hme sick. and i just couldnt stop eating.. i ordered a fucking pizza!! what the hell is wrong with me. well i took 3 laxatives and if i work out maybe ill get back on the right track.

morebones @ 2008-01-08T12:53:00

2008-01-08T17:53:00Z

blackberry update..

i am so depressed right now. i woke up this morning and didnt lose any weight. god i knew this was going to happen.. right when i get on a good path, all the sudden. im so depressed.

help anyone.. how do i break this